Filching Quotes

I never stopped loving people who have loved me, even when we are no longer together. If I did stop loving them, what would have been the point of it all in the first place?

Shahriman Latif, 2006

Food for thought. Don't we all have friends who don't keep in touch with their ex bf/gfs after a breakup? Aren't we kind of used to it? We rationalize - of course it's difficult to be friends, especially if it was a stormy breakup. No one actually breaks up then falls into the comfortable pattern of friendship the very next day, or the next week or month or year, even. We accept the fact that exes are a part of the past.

The point of loving someone in the first place...never thought about it. Loving them even when we're no longer together? The notion of whether I do or not has never even crossed my mind. I'll be the first to admit I'm not on very friendly terms with many people who have loved me in the past. Does that mean I still love them? *racks brain. thinks hard. comes up with zilch*

~end little tirade~

Exams are cominggggg. Diiiieee. Diiieeee. Diiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I just realized I will actually have to STUDY for my Arts subject. For the first time EVER. And I'm in 3rd year! I will actually have to memorize movies, directors, years of production and concepts of film movements. BLOODY HELL. This is why I never did cinema studies! Arts subjects are NOT SUPPOSED to have exams! We are wordly, theory-producing people who sit around and drink coffee till we are hit with our next wave of inspiration goddamit!

Have done absolutely nothing today T-T Slept, ate, rested, had dinner, and mucked around intending to start on my last assignment (for bloody cinema studies, yes, tis a thorn in my expanding side) but I haven't started and its almost 4am. Tomorrow I have class from 12-2 and then a CCM at 4.30 which will undoubtedly be followed by the obligatory everyone-tags-along MUOSS committee dinner. Which will be weird because tomorrow all the new committee members might be there and Pixies aren't good at socializing (so some say) and honestly I'm not in the mood to layan people who are shy and unfriendly themselves. Sigh. But if I have to, I will try. Must brush up on the being nice thing anyway.

Jac, Caryl and Lyn, I think, are all coming to Melbourne sometime during the exam period. Great timing guys :P Will be fun catching up though :D So I guess I better get started. Arrrgghhh. Where's a kick in the ass when I need one!