Eye Update

It's been about a week since I had the operation and my vision has definitely been fluctuating. Immediately after the op, I could see, but things were hazy. Then they got clearer and clearer every day till yesterday, when everything was so bloody sharp that I did a little happy dance every time I opened my eyes :D

THEN I had to go accidentally get some soap in my eye.

I've been tryinggggggggg to be careful because I'm not supposed to rub/apply pressure to/squeeze my eye. And that's difficult when you're like me, whose face washing routine consists of smearing some facewash on and gosoking vigorously for like 2 seconds. Now I have to slowly rub it in on my cheeks and forehead and nose (no touching the eye area...so easily said, so impossibly done) and slowly wipe it off (cannot splash water also...tiu)

My only hope is that Clearasil is you know, a cleanser, hence it will CLEAN my eye instead of causing an infection (or an imflammation or my flap to dislodge o.O) Hey, I took immediate action ok! I stumbled out of the tub with one eye closed and padded around my room dripping wet looking for eyedrops! Damn san fu :(

Then i noticed a hugeass red patch above my Clearasil-infected eye. I hope that it's always been there and I just never noticed :(

The stewpid blood clots haven't healed yet. I have resigned myself to the fate of permanently looking like a pontianak.

OH! And the most disgusting thing is happening! The skin around my eyes (ie under my eyebrows, under my eyes and on the insides of my eyes too) are almost lizardlike already - so dry and cracking! WTF??? I don't know if this is because of the frequent use of eyedrops or the fact that I'm not supposed to be using eye cream but it's so horrible and disgustingly dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I smeared some moisturizer on like 10 milion times last night praying that the scales would go away
But they're not much better today o_O
Imagine, dry, scaly skin ON TOP of your already dark under eye circles
I forsee the development of an unhealthy addiction to my shades