I'm trying

I'm trying really hard not to feel depressed about going back to Melbourne
Not to count the hours and dread the ride to the airport
Not to think about the people I'm leaving behind
Not to despair.

I know it isn't as bad as it seems
And I know I'll be able to adapt
And I know there are things in Melbourne which help to make it better
But really, my heart just isn't in it.

*sigh*

Just one more year to go!!!