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Addicted to RnB

Always thought I was a pop/rock kinda girl, but i've been downloading RNB like crazy in the past few days...having my own car kinda has its perks :) Nothing like cruising down familiar roads with mellow beats pumping inside of an enclosed metal space, as unromantic as that sounds *grin*

I'm off work today and tomorrow, and oh so happy about it! Gonna stay horizontal as much as possible ;D Although today I was woken up prematurely at 1 something when my sister came and punched me repeatedly cos we had to go and buy a birthday present for my dad. Disturb me in the morning = RAAAAWWRRR. Although if someone calls me when I'm still sleeping, I've been told that I sound rather cute/blur since I cant' be stuffed to actually talk, so i mumble incoherently until they get tired of me or until I lose my temper and scream. ehehe :)

I joined Friendster today, for reasons I can't quite pinpoint...when Friendster first launched and everyone was rushing to add as many people as they could, I dismissed it as a fad that would soon pass; a shooting star briefly lighting the night sky then fading into nothingness. But haha I guess I was wrong, and now I'm the one combing through people's friends and adding the ones I know.

The real reason I didn't join Friendster earlier was probably because I wanted anonymity. I don't want people I don't really like/want to know reading through my profile and writing testimonials for the sake of it, or just because they're bored. I don't want fake friends and their pictures and false wishes clogging up what is supposed to be my personal network, as harsh as it sounds. So why did I join Friendster today? *laughs* I still don't know, but at least I only added/searched for the people who matter...hehe I can imagine my sister snooping through my Friendster account going omg, she only has like 20 contacts compared to my like 99999999+ muahahaha *flip hair*

Sometimes I wish I could be one of those people who get along with everyone, who can be fake when they need to be and real when they wanna be, who can mix with the bitchiest as well as the nicest of friends without feelings of grrr-why-am-i-doing-this-to-myself. Does avoiding people I can't really get along with make me somewhat bitchy or snobbish?

Going through a stage at the moment. Dunno if it's right or wrong, and can't elaborate, but I kinda like it. I'd forgotten what it feels like to not be in control. Heehee, I love being mysterious ;p

This has got to be one of my most illiterate posts! Argh!

Love, Mel.

Currently playing: Mario - Let Me Love You

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to
Give you everything you want in me.

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