Melancholy

Being spoilt for choice is supposed to be a good thing. But when it involves other human beings, your friends and their feelings, it couldn't feel worse. I seriously feel like the scum of the earth right now. Should other people suffer merely because of my indecisiveness and hangups, merely because I am not brave enough to do what I have to?

Should I cling on to optimism and wait for time to pass? What is the point in doing that, you say, he says, she says....on the other hand, that sounds like a good idea too. Should I give up, I ask...yes definitely, no of course not, you have to make your own decisions, think it through based on your own feelings, i cant help you here because only you can be the judge...I DONT WANT TO BE THE JUDGE

Tell me what to do..how to do it...

I don't want to hurt anyone...and yet the longer I live the more I seem to...

Now playing: Usher-Burn

I'm twisting cos one side of me is telling me that I have to move on
But on the other side
I wanna break down and cry