Boys

Sometimes I really hate my brother. Or maybe his ego in general. What makes him a better driver than me??? TELL ME! I HAVE BEEN DRIVING FOR YEARS MORE THAN HE HAS OK! JUST BECAUSE HE CAN FINALLY GET HIS LICENSE MEANS HE SO BIG MEH?! YOU TELL ME CAN HIS LOUSY STUPID IMAGINARY "ABILITIES" COMPETE WITH ME?!?!? I AT LEAST GOT EXPERIENCE IN DRIVING YOU KNOW! YOU THINK YOUR STUPID COMPUTER GAMES MAKES YOU EQUAL TO ME IN TERMS OF THAT?!?!?! HUH?!?! DREAM ONNNN!!!


Seriously I know this is bad but I REALLY hope something happens which brings his goddamn ego crashing back down to earth. I never bragged about my driving abilities (not seriously, anyway). I never claimed to be the best driver on earth. But I'm good enough. And I have like 2 years of driving experience in Melbourne and KL, in all types of weather conditions, at night, in jams, etc. which, despite how GOOD YOU THINK YOU ARE, you will never equal. Because I'll always be two years ahead of you! HAH!


I can't take it anymore. You want to think you're superior, can, no problem. Think it to yourself la. Don't think you can come and tell me I suck at driving when you yourself haven't proved you're better than me yet. No need to prove anything, you say? You know your abilities huh?? Well then we'll never know who's better will we??? THEN JUST SHUT UP LAH.


I go ask my boyfriend for his car SO YOU CAN PRACTICE YOU KNOW. And you never even said thank you. Never say thank you to me, fine. You didn't even say thank you to him even when you saw him! You think the world lives to serve you is it? That me getting a car for you to drive is your RIGHT??? Screw it lah! You go find your own friends with car lah!


Argh I know I'm being ranty. But there's only so much I can take! And I have to live with him next year ok. If I have to live with insults 24/7, I'd rather just live in uni and never come home. It's difficult enough trying to juggle spending time with my family, while working instead of just parasiting on my parents for money, and seeing my friends, whom I can't live without. The last thing I need is my own brother telling me I'm stupid when I'm trying my best to be the adult.