2006

Whats this year going to bring?


I don't know, but for some reason I'm not looking forward to it. Why is that?


I never want the holidays to end.


Being an adult is scary. Can you imagine doing all the things your parents do? Supporting yourself, and later on your family? I can't imagine not asking my parents for money when I need it, as opposed as I am to being a parasite on their finances.


Yet when I think about it, that seems so far away. I still have three years left to go in my degree, which seems unforgivingly long. If I'd just been decisive and done a single degree, this year would be my final year. And even after uni, I'd still have to find a job in Australia to basically make myself more attractive to Malaysian employers. Sighhhh. Reality really does suck sometimes.


I'm not depressed, just...despondent? A new year is all well and good, and I had a blast celebrating it, but...that just means I'm going to have to go back to school sooner. :(